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This blog is all about to whom I meet for the first time & by the time I liked her but she didn't care about so much.
I came to know about "Rosy" through my best friend as she also is the best friend of her. We started talking with through Whatsapp & sometimes in Facebook, & later I came to know that her religion is Christian, she wasn't as talkative as I was expecting but she isn't too boring. Months passed, I decided to meet with her & she positively replied to my meeting.
It was in the month of summer scorchers that's June '15 in Bilaspur, Chhattisgarh when loo blows in it's peak with no early signs of rainfall, we decided to meet in evening in a park named as Energy Park.
I dressed up formally in blue & white check shirt & brown trouser with formal shoes & also applied some perfume so that the sweat doesn't smell. Reached the park by sharp 6:00 pm as it was planned, but she hasn't arrived yet. After fruitful waiting she arrived with my best friend in a red dress & OMG ! I can't explain how beautiful she was & I was questioned myself am I in heaven ? We smiled at each other & she was blushing like anything, it was clearly visible through her face. We entered the park, although for me it is heaven & decided to sit on the grass itself as it was breezing slowly-slowly. I was bit tensed & feeling shy too as it was first meeting & I didn't want to spoil it with negative impressions inside her, so maintaining my impressions.
We sat facing each other, I can't even able to say a "Hello!" as I was continuously gazing at her. My bestie started laughing. Simultaneously we also started laughing & I begun to talk with a Hello! At last I did it, Lol.. We were talking about our family & what we do. That time we both were in college but in different one, bad luck ! Anyways, we continued to talk.
Suddenly, my bestie's phone rang, probably a fake call I guess to leave us alone for some time. As expected, she left us & went to attend the call. I can't explain how afraid I was at that but gain my confidence to talk to her. I took the initiative to ask her about her likes & dislikes, hobbies & passions, ambitions in life, what she wants to become etc. etc.
I gave her a chocolate & fortunately it was her favourite chocolate that's Dairy Milk Silk, almost all girls love to have it but frankly I didn't liked it. Anyways, we spent some time alone & my bestie arrived with a bright smile on her face as if she started considering us "A Couple", Lol.. It's too early to be a couple.
She started feeling bore, I decided to play a game, what would you expect to have game in park, it was hide & seek among the trees. After that we played "Antakshari" as her voice is very nice as she sings in Church occasionally. It was a fun game to have.
Spent 2 hours we started feeling hungry, after some selfies & photo sessions we had to leave the park. Ate some "Golgappa's" from stalls outside the park. And she departed with a smile & I also had to.
We continued to talk in chat for months, we also met for just 1 more time in a zoological park located in Bilaspur only but after that meeting, I used to ask her for meet-up but she was too busy to meet so as me. 1 year passed & on October '16 during "Durga Puja", she called me, if I can be with her or not ? I replied her positively. We went on to visit the durga idols with her & her friends & frankly speaking I was feeling very special to her, She hold my hand & visited at intervals.
I started liking her as we had a lot of fun during that time, spent some time, played games, ate some food etc. And my precious day comes to an end with lot of memories.
After that things change, as she didn't reply to my messages & if replied, it was a late reply with just on word. I started thinking that she is talking to me forcefully & I decided to let leave her alone for sometime but she didn't contacted me since months. I broke off my ego & tried to contact her, she didn't spoke too much as we were used to. She continued to tell that she's busy but I know she's no more interested in me, anyways I didn't ever forcefully wanted to be with me all the time.
I came to know about that she's in a relationship in recent days. After hearing this, I can't even able to eat, sleep or do any-other work properly as she had played with my feelings. I tried talking to her, but thought it in a practical way that there isn't much to talk about. I thought of breaking the friendship too because I started liking her too much & if I'll get too much involve then it would be very difficult to get out from the situation.
I gave her a call & cleared out all my doubts & also explained why I'm breaking this friendship. I know many of the readers would not like my work but what could I do when you'r in these kind of situation, once be in my place then you could experience what situation I've been from. Now, I'm all okay & moving on concentrating towards my career. Because career is first.
That's all folks.
I hope you'll like my writing, I've tried to express all my feelings through this blog.
Concluding with a hindi sentence,
"Galat Faemi Me Mat Rehna Doston, Jaanj Parakh Ke Pyaar Karna Agar Is Jal Me Ek Baar Phas Gaye, Phir Bahar Nikalne Koi Nai Ayega".
Sayonara, Take Care readers.
This blog is all about to whom I meet for the first time & by the time I liked her but she didn't care about so much.
It was in the month of summer scorchers that's June '15 in Bilaspur, Chhattisgarh when loo blows in it's peak with no early signs of rainfall, we decided to meet in evening in a park named as Energy Park.
I dressed up formally in blue & white check shirt & brown trouser with formal shoes & also applied some perfume so that the sweat doesn't smell. Reached the park by sharp 6:00 pm as it was planned, but she hasn't arrived yet. After fruitful waiting she arrived with my best friend in a red dress & OMG ! I can't explain how beautiful she was & I was questioned myself am I in heaven ? We smiled at each other & she was blushing like anything, it was clearly visible through her face. We entered the park, although for me it is heaven & decided to sit on the grass itself as it was breezing slowly-slowly. I was bit tensed & feeling shy too as it was first meeting & I didn't want to spoil it with negative impressions inside her, so maintaining my impressions.
We sat facing each other, I can't even able to say a "Hello!" as I was continuously gazing at her. My bestie started laughing. Simultaneously we also started laughing & I begun to talk with a Hello! At last I did it, Lol.. We were talking about our family & what we do. That time we both were in college but in different one, bad luck ! Anyways, we continued to talk.
Suddenly, my bestie's phone rang, probably a fake call I guess to leave us alone for some time. As expected, she left us & went to attend the call. I can't explain how afraid I was at that but gain my confidence to talk to her. I took the initiative to ask her about her likes & dislikes, hobbies & passions, ambitions in life, what she wants to become etc. etc.
I gave her a chocolate & fortunately it was her favourite chocolate that's Dairy Milk Silk, almost all girls love to have it but frankly I didn't liked it. Anyways, we spent some time alone & my bestie arrived with a bright smile on her face as if she started considering us "A Couple", Lol.. It's too early to be a couple.
She started feeling bore, I decided to play a game, what would you expect to have game in park, it was hide & seek among the trees. After that we played "Antakshari" as her voice is very nice as she sings in Church occasionally. It was a fun game to have.
Spent 2 hours we started feeling hungry, after some selfies & photo sessions we had to leave the park. Ate some "Golgappa's" from stalls outside the park. And she departed with a smile & I also had to.We continued to talk in chat for months, we also met for just 1 more time in a zoological park located in Bilaspur only but after that meeting, I used to ask her for meet-up but she was too busy to meet so as me. 1 year passed & on October '16 during "Durga Puja", she called me, if I can be with her or not ? I replied her positively. We went on to visit the durga idols with her & her friends & frankly speaking I was feeling very special to her, She hold my hand & visited at intervals.
I started liking her as we had a lot of fun during that time, spent some time, played games, ate some food etc. And my precious day comes to an end with lot of memories.
After that things change, as she didn't reply to my messages & if replied, it was a late reply with just on word. I started thinking that she is talking to me forcefully & I decided to let leave her alone for sometime but she didn't contacted me since months. I broke off my ego & tried to contact her, she didn't spoke too much as we were used to. She continued to tell that she's busy but I know she's no more interested in me, anyways I didn't ever forcefully wanted to be with me all the time.
I came to know about that she's in a relationship in recent days. After hearing this, I can't even able to eat, sleep or do any-other work properly as she had played with my feelings. I tried talking to her, but thought it in a practical way that there isn't much to talk about. I thought of breaking the friendship too because I started liking her too much & if I'll get too much involve then it would be very difficult to get out from the situation.
I gave her a call & cleared out all my doubts & also explained why I'm breaking this friendship. I know many of the readers would not like my work but what could I do when you'r in these kind of situation, once be in my place then you could experience what situation I've been from. Now, I'm all okay & moving on concentrating towards my career. Because career is first.
That's all folks.
I hope you'll like my writing, I've tried to express all my feelings through this blog.
Concluding with a hindi sentence,
"Galat Faemi Me Mat Rehna Doston, Jaanj Parakh Ke Pyaar Karna Agar Is Jal Me Ek Baar Phas Gaye, Phir Bahar Nikalne Koi Nai Ayega".
Sayonara, Take Care readers.
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